prayin from afar

A lonely road crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You

Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You

Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

Well, some search never finding a way

Before long they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade

A lonely road crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You

Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

SOMEone gave me this songs bout long time ago. You know who you are. :)

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this is me.

i am an ISFJ : The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person... a partner who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut




kekeke. bosan sangat ni haa. amek personality quiz ni. somehow betul la jugak. ;)


nak try? sila ke SINI.


okbai. 

syukran.

assalamualaikum, alhamdulillah, allahuakbar. :)

taktahu nak tulis  apa, cuma cukuplah syukur ke hadrat Nya. sungguh aku bersyukur. paper sem lepas yg byk sgt killer dgn final nye yg sgt tak membantu utk aku berasa senang.

tapi semuanya lulus, alhamdulillah ya Allah, semua hanya kekuasaanMu. tiada yg mustahil bagiMu.

muhasabah diri tu penting. walau apa pun keputusannya. mungkin byk khilaf aku sem lepas. maafkan aku Ya Allah.

sesungguhnya Dia kenal siapa hamba hamba Nya. Allah tak suka org yg berputus asa. aku janji aku akan usaha lg.



# awak, mintak maaf kte tak sempurna. i'm working hard to be the best i can. -love-

cuma emosi.

assalamualaikum.

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malam tadi kami sekeluarga kehilangan kitty. my little sweetie kitten. dia baru 5 bulan lebih. aku saja takmahu letak gamba. aku takut menangis lebih teruk. kalau korang ada kucing yang di jaga dari dia lahir, mesti korang faham macam mana rasa sedihnya.

dia lahir seminggu sebelum raya dalam rak kasut tahun lepas. kami bawak dia dgn adik dia balik kampung. sebab takut dia dgn adik dia mati kalau di tinggalkan. adik dia hitam belang putih, dia warna kuning belang putih. dia kecik sikit dari adik dia, sebab dia dilahirkan lelah.

masa dia baru lahir, mata dia tertutup sebelah sbb ade selaput. mak hari hari bacakan selawat sambil buang selaput tu, takut dia besar nanti buta. lama lama mata dia terbuka. dia membesar depan mata kami semua. adik dia yang hitam tu hilang dari kecik. entah kemana, tinggal dia dgn kami.

dari dia lembik baru lahir, sampai dia boleh berjalan, sampai dia bole berlari, semua depan mata kami. dia di jaga sempurna setiap hari. kalau dia mengiau, cepat cepat bg makan, kalau dia kotor, selalu di mandikan. dia membesar gemuk dan ceria. kalau kami  keluar, dia ada depan pintu macam melambai. kalau kami balik, dia ada depan pintu menunggu.

dia comel dan bersih. dia selalu bermain tepi kaki. bulunya kembang, ekornya tirus kembang dan panjang, matanya hitam bulat. dia lelah, tp sgt aktif bermain. pernah aku ckp, dia ni tak padan dgn lelahnya, kuat sgt main.

malam tadi, masa abah undur motor dalam gelap, abah terlanggar dia. mungkin terlenyek kat tayar. aku tengah makan. abah kelam kabut panggil aku ke luar. aku tak tahan lagi. air mata aku berjurai jatuh. masa aku tgk dia dah terkulai lemah, aku tutup mata dia, semoga dia pergi dgn tenang. selera aku terus mati. makanan aku di biarkan.

nafas dia berbunyi, sebab dia lelah, masih terngiang kat telinga aku.

petang semalam baru aku usap dia, rupanya itu yang terakhir.

takde lg suara dia mengiau depan pintu, takde lg dia yang suka berkejar kejar.

benar, semua di dunia ini milik Allah. dia dah kembali pada penciptanya.

selamat tinggal, kitty.